01-02-14, 04:14 PM | #11 | ||||
| I've been living my alone there's a hole inside my heart like a heart without home crying for this hard part but after all this time I can't help myself but miss her She is once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time I have no choice but to wish for her the best She is the reason for my sleepless nights coz she keeps stayin' on my mind I can't help myself from crying I'm missing her so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind I miss her so much & I can't hide the fact that I'm still in love with her my life will never be the same again now that she is gone I'll be trapped in this loneliness forever maybe me & her shadow will be together I thought this was a letter I would never have to write I hoped my tounge was something I could bite I've realized it's just something I cannot do Here are my feelings, just a few First, I'm still so in Love with her, after all this time She told me the same, then left me, what a destiny crime Time has passed, everyday she is on my mind Her love is with someone else now So All what I wish is to become blind I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy ... I know I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go The pain of losing her is still fresh in my brain Even after almost months & days Everyday my heart feels the pain As I asked myself will we ever be together again I say as I sob and mope as each day passes, I lose a little more hope I'll always LOVE her & hold these words true Hope She Doesn’t hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do My heart is broken in so many part And I always wonder do I still have a place in her heart As I write these words the tears just wouldn't stop falling i never thought i'd lose her I thought she'd always be with me How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see that she was changing her mind, the way she felt about me. We could of worked it out, we could of talked it through but she left so long, there was only one thing she could do She tried to tell me nicely, She told me to tell her what I hide inside of my heart Can't say that my heart just tore apart I feel like we hugged for the last time, and I didn't wanna let go I finally pulled it away as I told myself no I kept my tears inside I began to walk away when people asked what happened I had nothing to say except ... I wanna be alone, and I don't wanna talk so I went around the corner, and went for a little walk I decided to sit down, as I felt my eyes go sooo red I gazed at the floor in my hands I held my head The tears poured down my face, as I asked myself why why did it happen I didn't wanna believe it, yet i knew it was so true, that we were definitely over That my princess and I were through And after all what I said I really hope that my princess have a Wonderful Days & Sweet Dreams BlueGem | ||||
07-02-14, 12:20 AM | #16 | ||||
| You Will Always Be In My Dreams I miss her like there's no moon in the sky it has nothing to look up and so it's cries oh! now I feel like a bird in a cage without thee waiting for her to setting me free Just the thought of when I lost thee makes me so sad I remember it like it was yesterday I felt so horribly oooooh so bad What happened to Us, Asking Sometime I thinking of her and smile Coz I know that we're under the same sky Wondering, Imagining her shadows is so near Suddenly knowing it's another girl My eyes start to shed a tear As I asked myself it seems I'll never miss her Coz she will always be in my dreams | ||||
08-02-14, 02:41 AM | #19 | ||||
| تحذير هام : الرجاء عدم دخول اصحاب القلوب الضعيفة في مدونتي الكئيبة Delta Goodrem - I Can't Break It To My Heart If it's okay I'll leave the bed light on And place your water glass where it belongs And if it's alright I'll lie awake at night Pretending i'm curled up at your side اذا كل شي بخير سأترك السرير مضيء واضع زجاجة مائك حيث كانت واذا كل شي على ما يرام انا سأظل متيقضا في الليل اتظاهر بالالتفاف الى جانبك See i'm circling these patterns Living out of memories I'm still a long way from accepting it That there's just no you and me سأشاهد بأني احيط هذه الزخارف أعيش الذكريات سأظل أتقبله بأننا غير متواجدين But if i still believe you love me Maybe i'll survive So i tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you 'cause i can't break it to my heart لكن اذا ما زلت اعتقد بانك تحبني ربما سأبقى لذا سأخبر نفسي بأنك آتي الى البيت مثل ما كنت تفعل مليوون مره فاذا كل شي على ما يرام سأظل احبك لانني لا أستطيع أكسر قلبي Is it just me Did I commit a crime I won't believe that loving you Is just a waste of time Or was it in my head I'm reading into things that you never said هل فقط أنا الذي يعترف بالجريمة أنا لن أصدق بأن حبي لك مجرد مضيعة للوقت ام كان في رأسي فقط أقرا الاشياء التي لم تقلها لي 'cause I still don't have the answers To why we couldn't work it out I wanna think it's something that I did So I can turn it back around لاني لا احمل الاجابات لماذا لا نستطيع أن نكون معا أريد التفكير بأن كل شي بسببي أنا لذا أستطيع أن أدير ظهري حوله And nothing will come between us I wanna convince myself we're perfect in Every single way as long as i can keep The truth away from my heart Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart ولا شي سيأتي بيننا أريد إقناع نفسي بأننا مثاليون في في كل شيء طالما أنني يمكن أن ابقي الحقيقة بعيدة عن قلبي اووه لانني لا استطيع أن أكسره But if i still believe you love me Maybe i'll survive So i tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you 'cause i can't break it to my heart لكن اذا ما زلت اعتقد بانك تحبني ربما سأبقى لذا سأخبر نفسي بأنك آتي الى البيت مثل ما كنت تفعل مليوون مره فاذا كل شي على ما يرام سأظل احبك لانني لا أستطيع أكسر قلبي | ||||
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