29-01-14, 10:13 PM | #1 | ||||
| مدونتي ~ Drown Seven years of love and now she's gone Seven years of love hard to carry on Now she is living new life And Um living my life in unknown wish I was cold as stone Don't know what to write , speechless Can't stop missing , thinking about her, sleepless Till now I didn't realize That um walking in my circle of darkness I wish I can say the vow I am Prs take you Prf to be my lawful wedded wife But she's in my dreams somehow Sorry love I can't find the ending, without you in my life [ Pause ] To have and to hold, for better or for worse For richer or for poorer [ Loooooooooooooooong Pause ] In s i c k n e s s or in health To love and to cherish [ Loooooong Pause ] Till d e a t h do us apart It is so sad that you can't her it from me It's more than that when I know you are not here I miss you like crazy You're gone but not forgotten my dear BlueGem ~ Prs | ||||
29-01-14, 10:41 PM | #3 | ||||
| her هي ======= Sleeping نائم That's how the doctors say it ذلك ماقاله الدكتور He's only asleep هو نائم فقط One day, he might wake يوم ما, ممكن ان يستيقظ Or he may not او ربما لايستطيع من الاستيقاظ Sleeping نائم Does he dream? هل هو يحلم Does he remember me? هل هو يتذكرني Does he hear, does he know? هل يسمعني, هل يعرف Sleeping نائم Is it restful? هل يشعر بالراحة It doesn't appear so انه لا يظهر لذا Is it peaceful? هل هو نائم بسلام I hope he's found something اتمنى ان يجد شيئا Sleeping نائم Does that mean he'll wake up هل يعني ذلك انه سيستيقظ It feels odd, staring اشعر بغرابة,انه يحدق Hoping that he'll catch me Watching him اتمنى بانه يعلم انني اراقبه Sleeping نائم Do you think he'll recall هل تعتقدي بأنه سيتذكر The accident? الحادثه Or the fact that it was my fault? ام الحقيقة بانه خطئي that I married someone & left him بانني تزوجت وتركته Sleeping نائم Should I wait for him? هل يجب ان انتظره Apologize? اعتذر Hold his unfeeling hands? اضم يده التي لاتشعر بي What difference could it make? ما الاختلاف الذي سيحدثه Sleeping نائم Cold as a corpse بارد مثل الجثة Limp as one too هزيل كشخص واحد ايضا He cannot hear, cannot feel هو لايسمعني لا يشعر بي He's breathing air that someone else could هو يتنفس هواء بستطاعة شخص اخر ان يتنفسه Sleeping نائم Hardly بصعوبة More like dead اكثر مثل الميت Only without the benefits of an afterlife فقط من دون فائدة مابعد الموت Sleeping نائم I shouldn't even be here لاينبغي ان اكون هنا He doesn't even know me هو حتى لايعرفني If he wakes, I'll not be the face he wants to see اذا استيقظ انا لن اكون الحقيقة الذي يريد مشاهدتها Sleeping نائم Would it make a difference to him هل سيؤثر عليه If he knew that I was sorry اذا عرف بانني آسفة That I hadn't meant for this to happen بأنني لن اقصد بفعل ذلك That I've joined a support group, that I'm getting help بأنني انظممت الى مجموعة دعم حتى احصل على المساعدة I doubt it, it wouldn't make a difference to me اشك في ذلك , لايوجد اختلاف بالنسبة لي Sleeping نائم His doctor wants to pull the plug دكتور يريد ان ينزع المحول I can hardly blame him استطيع لومه بقوه Sleeping نائم His mother said she would call امه قالتلي بانها ستتصل When he is wake عندما يستيقظ She's been too nice to me هي كانت لطيفة جدا معي She knows I'm sorry هي تعلم بانني آسفة Me انا ========= I’m falling into the blackness of my mind أسقط الى الظلام في عقلي I feel like I’m dying اشعر بانني ساموت What is this numb feeling ما هذا , هل هو شعور بالشلل I feel she is here اشعر بانها هنا I shout her name اصرخ بإسمها And I saw she still cry انظر بانها لا زالت تبكي Why can’t she hear my voice لماذا لاتسمع صوتي I can hear you استطيع سماعها I’m still alive انا مازلت حيا Don’t stop calling my name لاتتوقفي عن مناداتي I feel you there اشعر بانك هنا Why can’t I move لماذا لا اتحرك Why can’t I open my eyes لماذا لا افتح عيني I can feel your tears اشعر بدموعك I want to wake up اريد ان استيقظ Don’t stop calling me لاتتوقفي عن مناداتي Don’t stop, Don’t stop لاتتوقفي لا تتوقفي ……… I can see you استطيع ان اراكي I’m awake استيقظت it was all a dream كل ذلك كان حلم I wish she is with me now اتمنى بانها معي الان To tell her that I forgive her لاقول لها بانني سأسامحها in that moment في تلك اللحظة I wish I'll be in a coma till اتمنى بان اكون بغيبوبة حتى she came تأتي to wake me again لتوقظني مرة اخرى I want to see My Truely Princess here with me اريد ان ارى اميرتي الحقيقية هنا معي but I can't لكنني لا استطيع | ||||
30-01-14, 11:25 AM | #5 | ||||
| Random Facts About Me 1 My name is Salem 2 I'll Be 28 Yrs in 16 of april 3 I love playing & watching sports specialy football 4 Love Watching Drama's and Comedy Movies, anime ( Japnese Cartoon ) and tv shows 5 I'd like to read Jane Austin, Cecilia Ahern, Shakespeare, Stephanie Myre Novels Also I Read Books That Talks About Facts Books Have Million And Trillion Q 6 um an accountant now but i dreamed of being an architect 7 I have 2 sisters and 3 brothers um in the middle 8 Love To Draw But Long Time Ago I Stopped That for a reason 9 My best Band Is Westlife 10 Um Glad To Create My Blog Here So I Can Share My Feelings Thanx For Passin By Best Wishes Prs | ||||
30-01-14, 12:39 PM | #6 | ||||
| These Words I Wrote in Like 2 Years Ago I want To Post It So I'll Never Forget It ============ i wish she have a wonderful life n hope she smiles million n trillion times smile tht can light up darkest room as she always have i thank her abt everything ... last time we talked she knew she can't n it's not allowed to do tht but she do it anyway .. she talked to me helpin me .. the reason tht um written this is Bcoz i can't do tht i mean i can't go on with mylife without her Um Lost again i can't coz ... without her um like a dead man who can walk to his own grave i really wanna do what she wanted me to do she wanted me to move on marry another girl be the guy tht she always knew I promised her abt tht as i know i lied from the last moments we talked till now she always in my mind in the morning & at night exactly it's from the day i Knew her till now ... I Know she no that i can't think of someone else ... i can't imagine there's another girl in mylife btw i kept everything i wrote ... i mean things tht reminds me of her in my college or anything like the last thing i draw i really wish tht i'll be dead b4 she told me abt her ... sorry i can't say it i can't imagine tht our plan r broken up i no it's end now i can't replace anything we promised each other to never let go ... n all i hv now is our memories or somethin i kept reminds me of her when i go in every place on earth there's something reminds me of her open the tv listen to the radio going to my grandparents house to my work to my friends omg ... i c her everywhere mayb she get over me now !! as we knew it's not her choice she can't do anything she has new life it's not easy for me to do tht .. um dying everyday i hate my destiny liven mylife without her is like i hv nothing to live for mayb it was my stupid plan i promise her tht she will c a girl had her name but i still thinkin tht i can't do tht um so unsure i can't give my heart to another i love to have girl named of her i loved it so much but it's not easy for me to live with another person i can't forget everything between us in blink of an eye ... in a sec even it will be trilllion yrs it's not the reason i can't forget it's bcoz i don't want to do It n i don't no how can i do .. when my heart won't give in ...& how can i ?? where do i begin ?? havin another girl in mylife is like havin a sharpest knife n shatterd my heart n million pieces even f i had a heart transplant surgery she's still the one P.S : she's not just in my heart she's in my soul too as i promised her i removed things she told me to remove it but not the art or our old chat thing or somethin i hv n my old cds like story we wrote .. or ( Hi ) Sms in my phone or everythings old << i never c it from the last time we talked but i didn't removed it .. i no it's wrong bt i can't i kept these things coz because it were the only things tht i had left of her sorry hope she can forgive me i can't .. i really can't it's like removing my heart out of my body n through it away it's not simple to forget 7 yrs together .. we had bright future together we planned for everything , we had everything in commen even our children names we choose we set together in a cinema thts why now i love friday so much coz it's reminds me of her n my aunt and every single minute we are in it we smiled hv a good times ... & now everything fades away omg i can't i really can't handle this it will always b her ... mayb coz my heart made to only (L) her no one knows what i hide inside so tht i figure it out here .. i can't handle mayb i fall down someday f i keep it n never wrote it did u now what i thought of million n million times (L) is when u shed a tear n u still want her.. it's when it feels ur together but u had bad circumstances parts u away and u still love her ... is when she had new life with ano... but u still smile n u say um happy when all what u do is cry i feel like this everyday of mylife i lied to her when i say um happy but um not n i do tht coz it seems she can't say no to her parents she wanna move on she wants to be happy she's wanna has a new life thts why i did tht ... i can't stop her ... i tried n tried n tried she can't i really wish she's a wonderful beautiful life .. smile tht never moveout of her face hope she's safe wish her best good luck i don't no i really don't what to do now i wish she could forgive me someday i tried so much .. it hurts .. i can't stop thinkin abt P.S : i've never find a person like you even f i live my life twice .. Remember | ||||
30-01-14, 09:31 PM | #7 | ||||
| One Of My old Poetry My Juliet Everything was perfect Like a relationship should be Time spent together Honesty trust till Eternity I never knew how much one day could mean to me I guess I was blind Not willing to see My love of my life had to leave Face to Face she slowly, patiently Explained everything to me Full of pain, shock Not wanting her to leave Was the hardest part that I did not want to believe Silence, grieving My heart could not take I wanted to fall in a deep sleep and never awake For the last time I look deep in her big light brown eyes And all I could see Was a heart broken lover Because of me My Juliet has gone But maybe she will return To behold me her Romeo Without saying one word I need to move on That is what I tried to remind myself But it's hard for I could never love anyone else | ||||
31-01-14, 03:31 PM | #9 | ||||||||
نجم روايتي وكاتبة في قصص من وحي الاعضاء وفراشة متالقة بعالم الازياء
| The human heart does not stop love,, never,,,, life must go on without looking back Your words came from a heart filled with pure feelings So Shine in the sky of your words Good luck | ||||||||
01-02-14, 12:57 AM | #10 | |||||
| اقتباس:
yeah I know , you are right and I wish I could thank you very much for passin' by good luck 2 u 2 ^_^ | |||||
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